Monday, May 23, 2011

Yesterday was Tawnchi's Birthday.

He would have been 24 years.  Unfortunately with my memory problems, I think dreams of him have vanished.  I am sad about that, and most disturbing is I know how I lost him but the feelings are not there anymore.  Even the anger towards the estranged deceased spouse.  All is gone, but my love for Tawnchi is still there.

There is a boy at the Dojang, a little bit more chunkier than Tawnchi, but he looks just like him.  I smile everytime I see him.  He makes me happy inside.