He would have been 24 years. Unfortunately with my memory problems, I think dreams of him have vanished. I am sad about that, and most disturbing is I know how I lost him but the feelings are not there anymore. Even the anger towards the estranged deceased spouse. All is gone, but my love for Tawnchi is still there.
There is a boy at the Dojang, a little bit more chunkier than Tawnchi, but he looks just like him. I smile everytime I see him. He makes me happy inside.